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I expected to come back. I was happy. It was made, in fact, long before the worst happened.
I am saying that my body was colonialized, owned by others, imperialists who robbed it of its richest resources--possessed, taken, conquered, all the words those male writers use to describe ecstatic sexuality. The world takes form when one writes, for the writer. I had a hunger to know and to tell and to do everything that could be done.
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But yr land and its people entered into me and in me I began to discover Pireaz memory, passion, and experience of all the peoples of whom I was a part. I was drinking vermouth at an outdoor cafe. Please give me how old you are in your response. She knew that it was the truth and my friends didnt leave me alone for one minute after that. I had gonorrhea, and my ass had been torn apart.
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In the new land life was no easier. I had stayed in Amsterdam to pursue a life of "radical" pleasure--smoking dope, fucking, the romance of radical ideas without the reality of dangerous opposition. In all the years Ive been involved with leftist politics, in Greece, Holland, England, and Amerika, you were the only man who ever told me this story: "I was a member of the young communists, an illegal group in Greece since the Civil War; there was a woman comrade, and we had all done actions with her, and slept with her, and then she had a political difference with the others and they, who had been her lovers, refused to speak to her or to associate with her, she was ostracized and cursed; and I quit because I thought, if these are the people who are making the revolution and if this is the way they act, then I dont want to live in the kind of world they would make.
I felt the resonances of those dead, all of them, and the lives of those living, all of them, in my own body, and I came to know who I was--that self tied to the past which was ever present in a way that was not melancholy or romantic.
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bein There was a particular part of Sexual Politics that began this change in me, a small moment in a vast book. I learned from you, from my landlady, that ancient ruined woman, that the Nazis had come to Crete because as reasons go they wanted a small airstrip on the island. And there is really no way to talk about white Amerikan innocence, except to say that some of us have lost it. Each persons life inhabits and informs every word written. But then, in those years, I didnt turn to women very often or understand that men could not dare to know.
In the course of their occupation, they did carnage, annihilated whole villages--sometimes they killed all of the men and boys and left the women and fucker when they finally did leave, after rape to mourn, to go hungry, to survive mutilated as if each veing and boy child killed were a limb that had been severed and she, the woman, was left with the stumps bleeding.
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I dont know how these words were ever put together this way, or how these images were formed, but I know that this writing embodies the world as profoundly as a male could embody it in words. All rights reserved.
How we have been robbed of our mothers, I knew only the narrowness of her life, nothing of its depths. It does compel awe.
It is the part of me that was, even then, most alive, and that no man, not beibg you who were for me the air I breathed, could ever take from me. I had an absolute faith in my own will to survive. I wanted to be a hero-writer, outside the bounds of stifling convention.
I believed them. I did not experience myself or my body as my own. It has always been to me, the ocean, overwhelming, monstrous, deep, dark, green and black, so foreign that it requires respect, silence, humility.
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Except to say that years later I learned that I was a woman, and so learned most of everything. Why am I doing it this way, not intending ever to send this letter, still with Pjreas eye to publication, a grand concept for fucksd book in some sense, and still with one eye, that poets conscience, to a future which becomes increasingly impossible to imagine.
Yr body moving fuckd me during that rape, my body absolutely still in resistance, my eyes wide open staring at you in resistance, and you said, now Ill fuck you the way I fuck a whore, now youll know the difference, how I loved you before and how I hate you now. I had seen many women used then abandoned, I had been used then abandoned myself; still, I could not make sense of what I had seen or of my own experience, I did not make sense of it for several more years.
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And the Cretans murdered the Jews--each year over the centuries pogroms on Easter avenged the death of that other Jew, Jesus. They i the human ocean of everything that has been experienced, thought, felt, wondered, suffered, recognized, realized, imagined, affirmed--messages sent through time from one finite human who asked questions, attempted answers, described, felt, needed, wanted, endured, resisited, to another who is different yet the same.
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I don't smoke and drink occassionally. In the course of that night you told me that we would marry. Now, more time has passed. Ive been reading Kafka, his letter to his father, his diaries, his letters to his woman friend Felice. I did not know, or feel, or realize what was being done to me by those who were as they were. There had been riots in Athens, Papandreou Senior had been ousted from the government by King Constantine; the people rioted in protest. E, you see, this is what is so hard to describe to those who have not experienced it: that as a woman, ones body is colonialized, ones flesh is actually taken from one, named and owned by others, all experience their experience, all value their value.
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I began to think of writing as a powerful way of changing the human condition instead of as a beautiful way of lamenting it or as an enriching or moving way of describing it. I iin contempt for anything less than this perfect book that I could imagine. Algerian women, and all women, have been robbed of any memory of freedom.
I am always asking, will it never end. My pain increased, and so did yr pleasure. W free online chat in Asciano e are a workaholic, but I also like undertake a "lazy day" every so often. I wrote to you then, after my marriage ended, saying, I am living alone, writing a book, and in November I would like to come see you if you are still willing to see me.
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Preas The world becomes knowable, its meaning revealed and affirmed. Inside the jail I was given a brutal intermal examination by two male doctors. There was no language to describe it. It ifies the light years between galaxies, as well as ones tie to everything on earth. Who was I then, I barely remember her, that woman. They seemed to find the lives of artists shoddy and cheap, even as they found works of art marble and pure.
She was kept from me, cloistered, covered from my gaze by impenetrable layers of cultural lies.